Unless you have had an unhealthy relationship with food your entire life, you never really understand the idea of food becoming an addiction. it gets overlooked. i mean, the consequences are different from a drug addiction, or alcoholism, or any other substance abuse. but almost every addiction involves shame. it's easy to fall back into old habits, especially when it comes to food. when you do, it's difficult not to feel ashamed that you fell back into a cycle that kept you depressed, miserable, and embarrassed for almost your entire life. binging is not simply "having a cheat day" or "vegging out for a night." it's so serious. it's something that kept you down for years and every time you take a step back, it's that much harder to catch up. i fell back to past habits today. i went ahead and put everything in myfitnesspal (i never count calories) just to see how much damage i did... i'd rather not share what the cal count was because it was terrible! mfp told me that if i kept it up everyday, basically i'd gain a ton of weight in 5 weeks. this hit me in my gut for sure. it was like i was an obese 15yr old again hiding how much she just ate! but i realized that this says "if every day were like today." every day does not have to be like today. you are in no way obligated to be who you were even 5 seconds ago. tomorrow is a new day, these next few seconds coming up are new seconds! change! fix it! grab his hand, let him pull you back up, and do the best you can. that's all you can do! leave the rest to him! #nevermeanttoliveinchains#chainbreaker#eatingdisorder#weightlossmotivation
Joshua is our savior's name also: was the word chosen by the king james translators to represent the hebrew spelling of the biblical joshua before ezra and nehemiah. this word is pronounced yah ho shua or yeh ho shua by those living in israel today. it seems that the ho pronunciation is due to the addition of the vowels of adonay to the word yhwh, in order to remind the reader to pronounce adonay instead of yhwh, and that the most pure pre- babylonian hebrew pronunciation would be ya-hu-shooa.
the word is a combination of yah and oshea. the word means yah is salvation. “i am come in my father’s name, and ye receive me not: if another shall come in his own name, him ye will receive.” ……john 5:43
we read in in the king james version of numbers 13:8-16 : send thou men, that they may search the land of canaan,… of the tribe of ephraim, oshea the son of nun. ……and moses called oshea the son of nun jehoshua.
after the babylonian captivity the hebrew spelling changed. linguists indicate that this is the “short form” of the name of joshua that appears in earlier scripture. this word is pronounced yes shua by those living in israel today. - iesóus: was the word chosen by the writers of the greek new testament to represent both the hebrew old testament joshua and the english new testament jesus. -ieóus-
this word was derived by way of transliteration (the representation of the sounds of the hebrew word yeh shua with the greek letters having the closest corresponding sound.) -jesus: was the word chosen by the king james translators to represent the hebrew spelling of the biblical joshua yeh shua after ezra and nehemiah. this word was also derived by way of transliteration ( the representation of the sounds of the greek word iesous with the english letters having the closest corresponding sound.) #god#jesus#bible#love#truth#instagram#preach#igers#instagood#marriage#earth#photooftheday#teacher#prayer#love#illuminati#world#life#instafollow#travelgram#science#photography#church#scriptures#flatearth#economy#christians#christianity#webstagram#photoshoot#antichrist
It was all made up. the laughter, the smile, me saying the i was "ok". but underneath it all was lots of pain & hurt & confusion & sadness. absolutely nothing worked for me until i cried out ( literally) to god asking him to please help me. i'd never been in a place like that before. but being broken was the most beautiful thing ever because i had to depend on god to put me back together. fervent prayer changed my life!
the same way we assure that our exterior is beautiful is the same way we should care for our souls. you are your biggest priority. nothing works if you don't 💜 📸@maiden_beauty
A person born on january 16th, 1977 would be best served by spending january taking time out for daily meditation, or some form of introspection or contemplation. this is to connect with their thoughts clearly and to spend the month not really pushing forward with work but building plans and strategies which are fueled by the divine. also this is the month to deal with family issues and to bring peace to any situations in your household. any other obstacles should be left as they are not meant to be resolved immediately. sit with time and move step by step instead.
a 12-month life strategy plan outlines your core focus for each month of the year so that you do not allow distractions or misaligned attitudes to derail the progress of your year. there are still 15 days left in january! make sure you are equipped for success and you know what to focus on everytime. message me if you wish to have one prepared.